so i have been bestfriends with you since freshman year. i asked you 3 weeks in advance to get ready for prom together and you agree. we were supposed to get ready together, take pictures together, go to dinner together, go to prom together, then go to the after party together. these were the original fucking plans. now your going to do a complete 360 and fuck me over like this?! choose her over me, someone you just fucking met, someone whos a piece of shit friend to you, someone who i cannot fucking stand. your gonna get ready with her and take pictures with her, and what? fuck me right?! k cool bitch. i didnt know that someone could be this shitty of a fucking friend to someone, i really didnt. but you clearly fucking proved me wrong dude be proud! fuck you, im so over this bullshit, im DONE!
dont ever think that people will stop being assholes, people are fucking relentless these days… they will never quit! ive tried being myself, ive tried being overly nice, ive tried changing myself for other people. NOTHING works. so what do you do when everywhere you go people make you feel so inferior and so inhuman? i go to school, and i get mistreated by teachers, staff, and students. i come home to find my mother talking shit about me, and i go to work to deal with nothing but ignorant fucks who like to make me feel so low its unthinkable. oh and their reasoning is that im an easy target?! what the fuck does that even mean!!??! that because im a nice, decent person it makes it okay to fuck with me?! well news fucking flash it doesnt, and im damn near sick of it, scratch that im completely fucking over it, and im about to lose my god damn mind! i dont know where to go or how to escape anything these days. drugs, alcohol, running away, in the end it all catches up to you. so where to next? you tell me.
i might not be someones first choice… but i am a great choice.
i may not be rich… but i am valueable.
i don’t pretend to be someone i’m not,… because i’m good at being me.
i might not be proud of some of the things i’ve done in the past,… but i am proud of who i am today.
i may not be perfect… but i don’t need to be.
take me as i am, or watch me as i walk away</3
